for someone who said they still want me
you sure did move on quite fast
i may have never felt the same way
but i can't truthfully admit all my feelings had passed

everyone here seems so shallow
the TV talks about stars and their follies
or the next big thing to become the last mistake of us all

so asking the question To live And Let Live becomes more of a game then something to call the Act we play
'n
is it worth my time to tell you the truth if i've already planned to leave you in the end?
i swear it takes all me now not to strip you from your fast act heart and foreign dreams
and force myself not to break a foolish promise made before it can become inacted
like the one she pushed upon me four days after you faked Goodbye
framing the words she pushed with the bruises from nailing and gluing
forming a doll only a mother could love

have you held your side of the promise?

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edit:

my mistake. i just realized you use the word as loosely as... nevermind.

its just the opposite of my idealology and the reason why you thought i didn't care at all.

well i do

just don't say you love everything

its the one word..

nevermind. nevermind! i just need to remember this place is my savior, not a place to wrielessly connect to this shit ass fucking..

bla la la.

i will read this one day and remember

and laugh.